Lightbulb Moment

Okay, I can't believe I'm putting this out there for the world to see but here goes! As some of you may know, I have a daughter getting married! ;) We have searched and searched for a venue and had worked ourselves into a lather! I awoke this morning with my heart rate out the roof and not feeling well. I prayed to God about it and searched my heart and realized that I wasn't putting my trust in HIM, it was all in me. Some of you also may not know that I'm a little bit of a control freak but I am quickly finding out that I DON'T have control of this wedding and I don't like what I am seeing. I am fretting, worrying, and not depending on God. I had to stop this morning and just ask His forgiveness and tell him what a low-down no good sinner I am! (I think He already knew) It felt SO good and then I decided I was going to start quoting as many verses as I could to God while I got ready for work and it felt even better. THEN (the lightbulb moment) I realized that I was delighting in God's word, I was trusting in His word, I was becoming established in His word. WOW! I know what you're pinking! Is Tina that dense that she's just now getting it? Yes, I am. I wrote it, I knew what I was writing, but obviously I didn't believe it until this morning! I love verse 72 "It is good for me that I was afflicted, that I may learn Your statutes." Is God good or what?!!!